Thursday, January 31, 2008 ' 3:07 PM
Today was fun but then had a down mood during the last few lesson,
morning was English lesson 1st but before that our form teacher came in to tell us this sat we are going to de joy centre for CIP ,
can wear own clothes to go there so should be fun on sat duhh know do what maybe help them do the cleaning or hang up Chinese new year things,
and english lesson teacher gave us the reader digest for this month de,
it is not free need to pay through edusave i think just that teacher have not gave us the form to pay for it,
after that was bio lesson then fill in the blanks while teacher go through the slide,
then was PE lesson we run bout more than 10 rounds today,
really was tired but then it burns off fats :)
then was Chinese lesson teacher teach awhile then gave back our 1st test paper,
and then was maths then study do worksheet le then bell ring and go home .
&i cried today in class,
it is because of the Chinese test i pass and is 32/50,
i thought to myself i never have such a lousy marks at all,
now i got it i got compare by people,
i hate to be compare and hate this feeling of being compare,
maybe i was just stressing myself too much,
i didn't want it i only want to show people that my family have people who can study,
i duhh like it when people look down,
i want to make a success in my studies,
maybe i should try to relax on myself,
but after crying out makes me feel better,
i duhh blame anyone i only blame myself,
thanksfor the concern =)
我不怪任何人我只怪我自己，为什么那么脆弱和不争气。
我會努力寻找下一个转角♥
